please, leave me soon
before you discover
the whole ugly being that i am
no hard feelings, no ill thoughts
no fear...
let i be known to you as
the person i pretend to be -
bold, daring, charming.
leave before i break down
and you find out how weak i am!
and when you must go,
device a signal to warn me if you're in danger,
i'll go running your way.
design me a landmark to help me find your location.
i'll be with you.
at the moment just be here...
while i am making my today (my unreality) beautiful.
i dont want to spoil the memory i have of you.
so that someday i'll look back in time
and have only beautiful memories...
something that lasts,
the gift that you are.